I have found out something about myself. When a submissive comes to me and says they want XYZ and pays me for it I am doing it to that sub…for that sub. For their experience. For their entertainment or fix.
This is fine since I immensely enjoy all the things I do. I have found though in having some nonprofessional relations with submissive people I am beginning to see the difference. When I do something to someone for me, for my experience, entertainment and pleasure it is totally different. Also, this is when I want the sub to do things to me to make me feel good. Foot worship. Leg and ass massage/worship. Me giving a stern spanking and genital teasing.
Some amazing experiences I have had in the past couple days:
-I allowed my sissy to come out of chastity for a few minutes during which time he caressed my legs and ass while I allowed him to masturbate and I masturbated too
-When my computer guy (who I’ve been flirting with for 2 years) was finished fixing my computer I decided to discipline him for his inappropriate flirting since we’re both married. I took him over my knee and spanked him with my hand. As a reward for taking it so well I caressed his genitals briefly.
-When my friend was getting ready to leave after having helped me clean out my office and straighten up my house all day I took her to my bed, had her lay down and thoroughly paddled her. For her reward I gently stroked her hair and face. I love touch!
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Mistress Ivana 
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